Humiliation is leaking some post-dinner gas only to discover a puddle of catastrophe forming in your underwear. Once you get over a hump like that, sucking a black man's cock is nothing. What's the big deal? You can always close your eyes and pretend to be chewing the cud of your lily white next door neighbor. Since you probably won't encounter a social situation like this, anyway, misery still enjoys the company of others, so watch how the big boys handle it. While you're at it, come to grips with the fact that we've all been tempted one time or another.